Bismillah. All praises and thanks are due to Allah, who blessed us with the Glorious Qur’an. Abundant salutations be upon our beloved, Nabi Muhammad SAW.
If you’ve been following my blog for a while, you’ll know that I like reaching milestones, and recording them. They are more for myself to look back on than anything else, ’cause I happen to be a rather sentimental being.
So today, despite my bare minimal effort, I completed my 20th juz, by the will and help of Allah, towards my khatm for sanad and ijaza in Hafs ‘An ‘Asim. Alhamdulillah.
But I find myself asking myself what I’m doing. Am I just doing this for the sake of achievement? To gain credibility? Is it really necessary? My tajwīd is good enough Alhamdulillah so why carry on?
Or is Shaytaan trying to steer me off the path I’m on? Am I being tested? Tempted?
- To teach my future kids one day (inShaAllah). (Hopefully the future husband won’t need my help🙈)
- To be a better teacher to my current and future students (inShaAllah).
- To preserve the qirā-āt and make its knowledge widespread and as common as memorisation by the permission of Allah.
Oh Allah, I beg of You to grant me sincerity of deeds and actions. Don’t take my life until you’re pleased with me. Āmīn.
With best wishes for your worldly and Hereafter success,